Saturday, October 08, 2005
Chasing the rainbows.
Day was bad. I don't know, I don't feel good. Natalyn's birthday today! Happy birthday, niece! =DD Happy 8th. She's damn happy. :) Many presents, all her friends came, aunts & uncles, too. I envy her lah. I never had such big celebration before, in my life. Whee.
Aunt's cooking was way good, & I so love her. :D Auntie Alex! She's damn funny. Her girlfriend's not here today, she went for lessons so she's damn lonely. She was like playingwith Nat, Pearlyn they all. Rhys brought his Pokemon cards to play & she joined in the fun. I was like.. " uh excuse me, you overaged. Here, parental guidance. You, out out out!" Hahah, then she show me her sad face & look at Auntie Valerie(theyre sisters.). We talked, we can click! Despite the age gap. :) Each time I see her, she'll ask.. "Ay you're friends never come ah? That two(nette & qiaos) that came to Escape that day?" I was like, why you keep asking!? Hahha, she asked where do we hang out, & ask if she can come. I said something about Art Museum. & she's like, "Call me & I'll drive you all there okay! Must remember to call me leh! Must hor!" & Auntie Valerie behind scolding her, saying like so big already still wanna disturb little girl, small girl also wanna TEE KO!
For that moment, I smiled like I mean it.
HOHOHO! Shawn called me early in the morning & disturb me! Ugh, I bet he's damn guilty now. Anyway, I know he's damn excited 'cos he's meeting Jocelyn on monday. He likes Jocelyn, some P6 girl. P6 & Sec3. Wel, age doesn't matter, right?
Godma's house on Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday. Calling for Shyan L., Qiao Lin Y., Sarah L., Nette L. & Chanel C.! Free on any of these three days? Let me know okay!
Baby's going zzzz soon, I better blog faster. I'm almost done, almost done!
Edited : 1.15am.
SMOKE DIE YOU. FAG DIE YOU.
TALK TO MY HAND LAH.
IDNVIOUDSJIOFSJDOFCJEWIOUJIOEWWUE9EWJIOP
!@#$%^&*!@#@@$#%$%
wei ni chao xiang ma.
ke shi ni bu ming bai.
Michelle, teach me how. I'm tired of trying. Yes, I can do more but what kinda reaction do I get? Another stab, & another stab in the heart when she speaks about !#!#!# ? & another ache here & there whenever she talks like !#!# ? Few more aches when she say I sound like !#!#!# ? Yeah I know you're feeling that way too but I'm weak, you're stronger than I am.
No appreciation shown, what should I do? Yeah, I wanna continue. I don't wanna regret what I didn't do. But Michelle, I can't hold any longer.
Endure, Glynis!
Endure. :)
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For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors
That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more
I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more
Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more
(: Nice song.REPLIES!BABY! } Yep, make the best outta it! (: Love!PEARL } Hey, welcome! Anytime ay!KRISTLE } Hey, thanks ay! (: Talking to you is funnnnn! I'm sweet, hor? Btw, thanks for helping me choose the url! Leos' are creative people (:NNATS } Tsk, then I have to go to your blog. Tsk tsk tsk. Haahh <3>
Outkast // Miss Jackson*
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
; stick with you
